Beautiful Blue ~ Holly McNarland

From the picture on the wall
To the bed posts that touched them all
This is where I live
This is where I do my screaming

How do you say
I loved you in so many other ways
This is where I live
This is what I do best

Dreaming with so much ugliness
Waking up to all this beautiful blue
Beautiful you

From the time I walked in
To the point that we’re both arguing
This is how I live
This is where I start screaming

How do you say
I’ve always felt this way
This is where I live
This is what I do best

Dreaming with so much ugliness
Waking up to all this beautiful blue
This beautiful you

Dreaming under all this ugliness
Waking up to all this beautiful blue

Dreaming under all this ugliness
Waking up to all this beautiful blue
Beautiful you

I Cry ~ Holly McNarland

I sat there tight lipped angry
Wide open lead her from where I am
I stand here thinking with you I’ve missed you
Can you feel me hold your hand?
Hold your hand?

Would I die on a night like this?
Would I cry for what you did?
Are you swollen from your guilty thoughts
Like I might let you in on where I’ve been
Can you taste me with your vision?
I’ve been here for some time or did you care
Did you care

Would I die on a night like this?
Would I cry for what you did?
Would I die on a night like this?

I’m sorry darlin’ watch me hate you gracefully
I fell in without you and I was head first headed for danger

Would I die on a night like this?
Would I cry for what you did?

Would I die on a night like this?
Would I cry for what you did?

She’ll sit there waiting for you
She cried for hours said you’d be right back

UFO ~ Holly McNarland

Let me tell you a story
It’s not all it’s cracked up to be
About a UFO in a dream

I only hear my own voices
Don’t have many choices
Like a dog in a parking lot

My body feels long
And my legs are as smooth as candy
I’m as liquid as the sea
I’m as liquid as the sea
A place for you and me

Completely covered in blankets
Don’t really know what to wish for
And just look at the sky and be thankful

Fells like my back might be bleeding
And are my hands really here
Look back at the ground and be hopeful

My body feels long
And my legs are as smooth as candy
I’m as liquid as the sea
A place for you and mea
It’s a place for you and me

I’m as liquid as the sea
I’m as liquid as the sea
A place for you and me

Let me tell you a story
It’s not all it’s cracked up to be
I’ve got UFOs in my dreams

More ~ Holly McNarland

so i want you more
more than thought was here
was here where you loved me
you loved me without speech
without speech you take me
take me into your world
your world is where i’m safe
i’m safe with only you
with you i’m myself
with you i’m myself

unaware unaware unaware

love are you hearing me?
hearing me is your gold
your gold is what i long
and i long to be your little girl
the little girl i’m missing
i’m missing my home
my home is where my feet are
my feet are firmly you
pressed into my love
pressed into my love
so i want you more